Rage

Well anyway, tomorrow is Sports Day. And i'm not excited. Why? Because have to get up at five, and reach Tampines Stadium before Seven because Wani wants to have a quick run before the event starts. Pfft. I'm so lazy laa. The fact that my thighs are actually aching eventhough we did not go for training ytd. Oh, haha. I managed to attain third place for the upper sec. girls long jump and received a Bronze medal from Mr Ng himself. Lol (: He' s weird, i tell you. Oh congrats to Syafikah too. She managed to attain third place too for High Jump. Awesome! Shawn too. Second place for Javelin. And Suhaila. Second place for upper sec girls Javelin. Congrats to you people. Oh! While i was sitting beside the stage and watching others receiving their medals, i saw ______ - look - alike. He was just there! Sitting right infront of the stage! Smiling! Aww. Haha.

Okay, apart from all the great things that happened, today actually sucks. It just drives me mad, thinking and wondering about it. I don't even know if the person comforting me was being sincere. Its okay. I can handle it. Just a few more months and i'll be out of school. Maybe it's better to just keep it quiet and not talk about 'it' to anyone. Will they even care? Idk. All in all, today was okay. Okay as in, i'll give a rating of 4.5 out of 10? Tsk. Nevermind. No one will bring me down. I'll not give up! Thanks for the best times girls.

Everyday, of our lives. Want to find you there. Wanna hold on tight.