Thursday, February 5, 2009

Truth

He's asleep and i got no teman for tonight. Syg, enjoy your day tmr at school aye? Haha.
Oh and one more thing. I wont get bored if youre not able to teman me like you used to la. Love ya.

Here i am wondering to myself. One problem aft another, hitting me hard on the head like as if its raining bricks. *ouch* It wont stop huh? Honestly, Im appalled right now and this thing that's bothering me really stabbed me in the back. She's a devil-in-disguise. Wth?! I respect her and admire the way she handles her circle of friends since they sometimes mistreat and ignore her. And i pitied her. She isnt the good friend i thought she was now. Hey girl, dont talk as if you know all about me. Im broke. Really, really broke. Penniless. Get it? Thats why i cant really go out with you guys. Cant you see im trying to make an effort to accompany you guys for lunch before you all head down to school again? And i had to starve myself. Here i am, trying to satisfy people so that they wont hate me and there you are, talking shits about me saying that id rather spend time with my other group of friends and treating you unfairly. Sorry, but you got it all wrong. I was spending time with my family on the day they had a picnic. (Coincidentally, my blog had maintenance problems so 'the post' had the wrong date) Ever heard this phrase, Families first? I wld love to join them but since my Dad has uneven shifts and has to rush to and fro Bedok whenever he has his days off bcos my granddad is bedridden and must be aided properly, so its better if i spend the time wisely with them as a Family right? Girl, i'm pissed off with you. Really. I regarded you as a sister, the person who's alws there for me giving me encouragement and motivation but i was wrong huh?

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