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I know, its been days now since ive updated my blog. Been busy with orientation and god, super exhausted. Gotta bear with the long rides to school. Tsk. Throughout the three days, of course made new friends, gotta learn to be independent and gosh, RP's system so leceh-ing. Ishk! And yes, SAS won! *three cheers for SAS* Haha. SOH & SHL not bad la. But too bad, we clinched the Principal's Cup Challenge with about 300+ points. Haha. I must say, im proud to be in SAS. Hehe!

Well, i can only say sorry. Yea, so you think i dont know you miss me, i only know you as someone who loves to judge me with your bad comments.. Um, okay. Say what you wanna say. Cos as far as i can remember, i didnt even label you as the 'girl-who-loves-to-give-bad-comments-about-me'. Yea, then the big fonts on my previous post saying, I miss you guys clearly shows, i do miss you guys. Yea, you were right. I possess bad qualities like i dont care about you guys, I hang out more with my other group of friends, i pretend that i dont have money so that i cant go out with you guys. Yea, you said its not bad comments, its the fact that you were actually thinking about me. Gosh, i feel like crying. Its like no one understands my situation. Thanks for the memories. Cherish your secondary school life.

So many things on my mind. Soon, i'll fall into depression. Haha. No la. Im trying to take things slowly. Not to think about others that much. Yeah, call me self-centered. I'm tired. Tired of satisfying others but in the end, im at the losing end. Mom was right afterall. I should be much more careful and i cant seem to trust those around me anymore. What i've said, im not referring to a specific someone eh. And congratulations to Kendra & Danial. Hope to see you guys soon.