Black rings

Eversince i started poly, my health is deteriorating. Constant headaches and my eyesight, is getting worse. My right eye is so blurry even when i have my glasses on. I skip meals and i don't know when was the last time i ate rice. Yes darlings, i'm getting skinnier. My mom said my cheeks are not that chubby anymore. Sometimes, i have breathing difficulties even if i sit straight. Too much air in me. I've been avoiding potato chips and bubble tea but recently, i started to eat one packet out of boredom and then it starts again. I keep eating chips and oily food and i cant stop! Ugh. Not enough money = not enough food. Yea, i don't have that much allowance and i'm also saving some. I forced myself to only spend 2bucks a day. Only yesterday that i spent more than that because i've been waiting to eat LJS with boyfriend for so long. Now, pokai already -.-"

I need to go on a programme which will make me eat non-stop, feeds me meat and veggies.