Was i being mean? Selfish? Was i being too hard on him? Wished so hard for him to give up on me and now he has admitted defeat. Made him bear all the pain and made me guilty? Was i the bad one? Tell me, it's not my fault. Sure, everyone cannot escape from the problems in life but i'm trying to create less problems here. It's not that i don't treasure my history in life.. I do treasure.. well yeah, some parts of it. The others parts of my history are not worth to ponder on. Well anyway, i don't know why.. but suddenly, i feel glad that we're going our own separate ways. I'm free. And i'm happy.

School today was awesome! Haha. Because i skipped 6 hours of school. I'm not sure if it's 6 hours. That is what Shawn said laa. I wasn't really skipping school, i actually went for a checkup. Not a checkup checkup, it was a dental checkup. Fun laa. The people there, oh-so nice. On the way back to school, i saw many many hot white people laa. The curly hair ones, the long hair ones. Awwwwhh. *melts* Admiring these guys, reminds me of ****** laa. And his look-alike too. When Oh When, will i get to see ****** again? Its hard to bump into him these days. I could still remember walking to school with him in front of me, although he is taking the bus. That was like two years ago laa. Whenever we bumped into each other, i would blush. Like.... oooooff. *sigh*
Nvm.

Okay! Tmr Racial Harmony Day Celebration. Its gonna be boring! Wear school shoes and an ethnic costume? You kiddng me right, Mr Ng? I hate school! :/