I've got lots in mind and i feel like pouring it out but i cant seem to put it into words.
Proper words.
How do i boost my self esteem?
How can i stop myself from being paranoid?
Paranoid over the littlest things and the people around me
How do i stand steadily?
So that i wont just tumble and fall when things like this happen
Why am i so tense when i'm paranoid?
I need to let loose but it's not working
I tried to forget but it's not working for me either
Learning to leave it all behind
But it keeps coming back
So when will this drama stop?
I don't know
Must i move ten times forward
Or back out just a little?
I tried to push it all aside but i'm just not strong enough
Or am i just invisible?
